Friday, July 12, 2013

July '13 CM Report

  • Sabbatical: I’ll be starting sabbatical (my first ever!) next week and my first day back in the office will be October 15th.  
    • Although a good deal of my time will be practicing the “sabbath” part of sabbatical-ing (I am going to try and match Leo’s napping schedule, for example), I’m also going to be exploring the subject of decision making from the perspective of different organizations, different fields and brain science.  I’m really pretty excited about it and have a good sized pile of books I’ll be working through the next few months as well as a conversation or two with some experts.  As you might imagine, one of my primary roles is accompanying individuals, churches, committees and institutional structures as they move through various discernment and decision making processes.  I want to learn more so I can share more.  I’ll be posting occasional updates and reviews of what I’m reading on my blog (Thoughts and Prayers) if you’d like to keep up.
    • While I’m away, if there’s anything you’re seeking that you’d normally call me for, contact Arlene.  For those of you who might not know her, Arlene Hobson is out Executive Administrator.  Our office number is 206-725-8383 and Arlene’s email address is pncucc@gmail.com.  Although we have many of my tasks covered, please be patient with those in our conference structures when - inevitably - something comes up that’s outside those systems we’ve set up.  
    • Do know that I will not be able to receive emails, phone calls or any other work related communication while I’m gone.  I ask your prayers for rest, refreshment and new insights.  THANK YOU FOR THIS OPPORTUNITY!!!!!!!
  • General Synod:  For those of you who follow the Pacific Northwest Conference listserv, you saw some of the wonderful reflections on General Synod from our delegation and visitors (if you’re not on our listserv, please sign up!  Its a great way to keep up on PNC news.  Click on this link to get instructions).  I really appreciate the snapshots of conference life that our moderator, Tim Devine, shares with the conference!  There are a few actions of Synod, in particular, that I’d encourage you to keep your eye on or check out:
  • Insurance Assistance Fund: You’re going to be hearing more about this soon, but we need to increase those monies that are part of the PNC Insurance Assistance Fund.  These monies are used to help support those retired clergy and smaller churches that could not afford to pay for health insurance, otherwise.  In many cases, we’re talking about retired clergy that served churches others would not; congregations that served rural or isolated settings with small memberships.  Many of the churches we support are in some sort of transition or in communities where the voice of a more inclusive form of Christianity is small.  This is important work for both the health of our congregations and pastors.  If you are so called, please consider sending a check to the Pacific Northwest Conference with “For the Insurance Assistance Fund” written on the memo line.  Thank you!
OK, that’s it for now.  See you all in a few months and, again, if you’d like to see an occasional sabbatical report, take a look at my blog: Thoughts and Prayers .

Tuesday, June 25, 2013

Flooding: Tuesday Prayer for 6/25/13


Inspired by 2 Kings 2:1-2, 6-14

Dear God:

These days are long ones.

I feel the guilt of every task delayed one more day because previously undone tasks became urgent.  It is the small things that feel big, the big things that I try to do too quickly and the unimportant things that I turn to too often because I can hide there looking busy as my anxiety flies around
(like a swarm of bees).
I swear that I can feel the weight of each new email as it drops into my inbox.  I fool myself into thinking that if I don’t listen to a voicemail it doesn’t quite count.

And, then, these are the small things.  Because, then, I read the paper or listen to the radio and people are killing each other and people are DECIDING TO LIGHT THE PLANET ON FIRE and people are protesting and people are indignant and people are trying to change things and I know I will join them

right after I catch up on email.

The diapers...  These are a new thing.  Yes, here is the stink of happiness and messy, wonderful reality.  There is nothing more important than this happiness and this laugh and these new teeth.  
Nothing.  I will set everything aside for the smile that comes after this smile and too figure out what our boy needs when he can’t quite speak it, yet.

All those other things and people - however - already use their words.  Frequently.  Insistently.

These days are long ones and, sometimes, It feels like someone left the faucet and the tub is overflowing and I keep mopping trying to figure out why the mopping doesn’t take care of this flood.

(Deep breath..)

(and again...)

(and again...)

These days are long ones.  They are full ones.

God, if I can’t turn off that faucet, would you mind parting the waters?
A little dry land would be lovely.
If not, could you help me find an island of dry land?
A little time alone would be lovely.
If not, might you send a boat my way?
A sailboat would be lovely.
If not, could you remind me how to float?
Taking a little time to stare at the stars would be lovely.

Let me try that again:
(Deep breath..)

(and again...)

(and again...)

(there is the sound of birds, now. the sound of my child waking, now.  the sound of rain, now. the strangely comforting sound of the dishwasher, now.  the sound of my breath... and my breath...  and my breath... now.)

And the waters
part.

These things, these people, this family, this place, this day, these tasks...
They are lovely.
They might be a tapestry that grows things if I just nurture and pray and love
and pray and love and pray and love
and pray and love and pray and love
and pray and love and pray and love.....

Amen.

Tuesday, June 11, 2013

Tuesday Prayer for June 11th, 2013: First Father's Day



I am his father and
he is my son and
I am at his feet as I
hold him up over my head
just to hear him giggle.


He thinks I am wonderful for no other reason than I can do

this

right now

(at the moment he most needed it).

I am at his feet and

he is looking down at me and

his giggle washes over me like

the most

expensive

perfume


ever

(at the moment I most needed it).

My sins and my father’s and his father’s and his father’s are all washed away by these blessed giggles of this blessed child.
This is grace and beauty and forgiveness and hope.
This little boy.

I know there will be other days but
this one...
this day...

...is good.

I am his father and
he is my son and
I am at his feet as I
hold him up
over my head
just
to hear
him giggle.





Tuesday, May 28, 2013

(inspired by Luke 7:1-10 )



Dear God who sometimes seems so far away...
(Silence)
Help us know how close you are...
(Silence)

Amen


Tuesday, April 16, 2013

Tuesday Prayer for 4/16/13: Enough


Dear God:

One: God is my shepherd,
  I shall not want.
God makes me lie down in green pastures,
  and leads me beside still waters...
Many: Please lead us through these rapids of change, the floods of anxiety, and the droughts of hope.
One: God restores my soul,
  and leads me in right paths
for the sake of God's name.
Many: Our collective soul is battered and bruised.  There are multiple paths in front of us.  Help us pause and pray then - as a restored people - be willing to be lead on the right path.
One: Even though I walk through the darkest valley,
  I fear no evil; for you are with me;
your rod and your staff — they comfort me.
Many: We confess we sometimes do fear evil and the evil doer.  It sometimes seems as though there is so much and so many to fear and, then, all our panicked attempts to build comfort and hope leave us even more broken.
One: You prepare a table before me
  in the presence of my enemies;
you anoint my head with oil;
  my cup overflows.
Many lead by one: Let us pause and remember what it means to trust and be trusted.
(silence and a deep breath)
          Let us pause and remember what it means to love and to give love.
(silence and a deep breath)
Let us pause and remember all that we have and all we might share.
(silence and a deep breath)
One: Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me
  all the days of my life,
and I shall dwell in the house of God
  my whole life long.
Many:  We have enough.  We are enough.  We can be more.  Thanks be to God.  Amen.

Amen.

Wednesday, April 10, 2013

Tuesday Prayer for 4/9/13 (um, plus a day...)

From http://www.cruzblanca.org

(inspired by Acts 9:1-6)

One: Knocked on the ground by a flash of light, Saul - gasping for breath and grasping for vision - hears a voice...
Many: “Saul, Saul, why do you persecute me?”
One: Have you heard the voice of God this week?  Was it a question?
Many: A plea?
One: A blessing?
Many: A cry?
One: A call?
Many: A song?
One: Have you heard the voice of God this week?  Did it come in the form of a person?
Many: A feeling?
One: A coincidence?
Many: An incident?
One: A surprise?
Many: A healing?
One: Have you heard the voice of God this week?  Amen.

Sunday, January 27, 2013

The Inheritence

Here's a link for my post to the Seattle U's School of Theology and Ministry's "Faith and Values in the Public Square" blog.

Tuesday, January 22, 2013

1-22-13 Tuesday Prayer: Mission Statement


Inspired by Luke 4:14-21

Dear God:

One:  And Jesus said,
   "The Spirit of the Lord is upon me,
     because God has anointed me 
        to bring good news to the poor.”
Many: “God has sent me to proclaim 
        release to the captives 
     and recovery of sight to the blind, 
        to let the oppressed go free, 
    to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor."
One: Amen.  We in the church may seek out our mission statements...
Many: And mission statements... 
One: And seek out our purpose.  And yet, if Jesus is the one we follow...
(Moment of silence)
One:  If Jesus is the one we follow...
(Moment of silence followed by these words)
If Jesus is the one we follow, aren’t we called to support the work of Jesus?
Many:  If Jesus is the one we follow, 
One: Shouldn’t we also bring good news like we bring dishes to a pot luck?
Many:  If Jesus is the one we follow, 
One:  Shouldn’t we proclaim freedom and grace to all those held captive by people, systems and addictions?
Many: If Jesus is the one we follow,
One: Shouldn’t we call for the reclamation of a compassionate, faithful vision?
Many: If Jesus is the one we follow,
One: Shouldn’t we check our pockets for those the keys that might set the oppressed free?
Many: If Jesus is the one we follow,
One: Shouldn’t we proclaim Jubilee and do all that we can to make things right,
Many: And fair,
One: And healthy,
Many: And sustainable,
One: And just?
Many: And when we are the ones who are poor in some way,
One: And when we are the ones captive in some way,
Many: And when we are the ones blind, in some way,
One: And when we are the ones oppressed, in some way,
Many: And when we are the ones thrown off-kilter by a world that is imbalanced, in so many ways,
One: Can we receive good news, and freedom,
Many: And recovery, and release,
One: And that wonderful, beautiful, holy, sacred, favor of all that is holy and good?
(Moment of silence)
One:  Let us all say together:
Many: Amen

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

Tuesday Prayer for 1/15/13



Dear God:

So, is the miracle fluidity?

The three, yet one?

The sick, yet healed?

The water, yet wine?

That which is the present and that that which is yet to come?

This fluidity that fills those spaces left 

unfilled... that

soaks... that

floods... that

baptizes... that

overwhelms... that

grows things.

Embracing this is like trying to hug water as it cleans and drowns and washes away any pretense of stability.  I fight it and sputter and tire but when I float I see the stars as they move and flutter and flow and remind me that we are all made of these... 

of this...

this fluidity...

this miracle...

Amen.
From: http://www.ebay.com/itm/Van-Gogh-stars-night-water-reflections-CANVAS-OR-PRINT-WALL-ART-/120973105238

Friday, December 14, 2012

Prayer for 12/14/12

http://www.freepik.com/free-photo/burning-candle-flame-black-background-candlelight_216349.htm
From: http://www.freepik.com

Dear God:

Today 
my heart feels turned 

inside 

out

and

I don’t know 

what 

to 

say.

...

(Fix this.
Fix us.)

...

Give us the courage,
the hope,
the love,
and the strength 
to change this kind of

FEROCIOUS

normality.

...

Amen.